...tired...
I am...
a little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
I am...
pieces of a broken promise
tears of a broken heart
I am...
the silence of a shadow
the cry of a mourner
I am...
the scar of a forgotten vow
the unheard voice of a listener
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I don't know how it started, or when. I don't know where it will go or when it will end.
All I know is that it's hard to go on like this ,and .......
Let's hope for the best...( that is if there's even a best in it)
I'm not feeling allright these days, very confused, very tired, but not lonely because I've learned to live with memories.
But I guess it's not of a big help. It's actually not a smart choice to live with memories,or maybe it is, because it just makes you feel worse and long for those happy moments, those laughters, those jokes, and etc. Someone told me once that I should make myself the same color as loneliness, then I wouldn't be scared of it.(dk if he was right but whatever...)
Ukh...You know what? People are all like that even the best ones. I really wish that we all could be more like humans than like people.
P.S. I wanna change my blog's music, any suggestions?
P.S.2 This pretty much sums up everything, don't you all think so?
....for now....
posted by Maryam @ 9:51 PM
4 Comments:
nice words mimi
"living with memories" helps us move ahead
wow...i had to wait few minutes for this page to come up so that i would be able to write few words...whussup with this blogspot!!!
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anyway...
i wanted to say that just chill out, we're all like this, but we all know that after a while we'll all be back to our happy selves.[i hope]
dont let the past ruin ur future mar. memories are just to be learned from not to stop u. its best to leave everything that happened to the past and just move on. like me, i completely forgot everything that happened last night even what i had for dinner. it just allows me to start wid a fresh start and have no regrets. :)
oh g2g biking wid my dad. cant wait till international day. ^__^
wow...nice post.
i love when you said "...not lonely because I've learned to live with memories." I just had to stop there for a few minutes.
And yes, as sr Tijan said memories help us learn from the past and move ahead, but I think there's more to it than that, because memories are what make you who you are in the present. Sure you can change the present for a better future, but the past will always be with you whether it soothes you or hurts you....even if you try to repress it.
PS I like your blog's music.
later
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